i feel like all i can do is tip-toe.
putting the fullness of my being...
every ounce of my heart and mind into living seems so impossible.
too many people to upset.
too many boats to rock.
too many weaknesses within me.
its an interesting thought..  a dream of actually being "free"?
what does that even mean?
i feel like ive tasted it in the smallest of ( Read more... )

There’s a darkness in my skin
My cover’s wearing thin, I believe
I’d love to start again, go back to innocent
And never leave

Don’t give up now
A break in the clouds
We could be found

There’s nothing wrong with me
It’s just that I believe things could get better
And there’s nothing wrong with love
I think it’s just enough to believe

Rescue is ( Read more... )

chocolate is just like everything else.. too much of it isnt good.
if i could live the way i'm supposed to that would be cool.
or maybe control my mind a little more often. thoughts. words. actions. bleh.
anyway. i'm off to europe.

my heart.

why do people choose to mock or make fun of people's values, morals, beliefs, or religion?

what if all of the sudden we were exposed? completely exposed.what would the world be like if people were actually who they ARE?no facades. no masks. no coverups. no hiding. no fakes. no disguises. no truth-twisting-to-make-yourself-seem-better or worse-off? i wonder what would happen as far as human to human interaction goes. would it get worse or ( Read more... )

what would you do if i told you i knew you lied... but never said anything initially?

..just a thought.
now im off to barnes and noble.

absolutely incredible.
that's all i have to say.

I can forget ( Read more... )

happy birthday dude.

"(sweet meaning like 'flipping sweet', not the sweet your mom means by dreaming of princesses and ponies when you're little)"

the three day weekend was bittersweet.
its 1125 and i havent even looked at bio to study for tomorrow.
this means... trouble.

p.s.-nobody is going to hijack my lj. wow. that made me laugh.