true love requires risk

requires chance.
we give our hearts away...
we talk about forever.
we believe, but many things end this side of heaven.

we are fragile.

our hearts break. we lose our way. confusion overwhelms...royally.
we don't know how to stop something we said would last forever.

it's been a while ( Read more... )

things were good tonight until now ( Read more... )

i try to tell myself its not true, but my hopes really are too high. why do i set myself up?

i cant believe its true ( Read more... )

until this empty place is filled.. 
i'll keep pretending.
hey, the way
you knock me down
and I get up again
oh, pain, a remedy
that can reach a sting
i’ll keep holding
and I’ll keep trying
to feel this fight
and slowly die
and now, look 
i feel painless

waiting for the breakdown.

i've been contemplating how people can be hurting, and you can't tell.
in our nature it seems like there is this switch you can turn on to make everything seem great on the outside, when its really torn apart on the inside.
some peoples switches are better at masking than others.
i'm not desiring a world where everyone knows what everyone else is ( Read more... )

we all have weakness.
it is a lot easier to say i will be selfless, than to actually be selfless.
it is easier to say i am thankful, than to actually be continuously thankful.
i have no reason to worry about things.. and i tell myself that so much that it rings in my head.
but somehow it doesn't sink in. interesting.
my nature is not in line with who i ( Read more... )

leaving might be better for now.

ben gibbard is a lyrical and musical phenom in my eyes.