I have a lot going on in my head and I'm thinking through a lot of stuff which is the reason for this post ( Read more... )

There's been a lot about Jason Russell over the last few weeks, especially in the last few days. It's a difficult situation but I know this - people love to talk. In a world where we are more connected than ever before, with so many forums on which to type words, people fire out their thoughts so quickly, without realising the damage words can ( Read more... )

As Frank Sinatra croons 'each time i find myself lying flat on my face i just pick myself up and get back in the race.' It feels like every week I'm finding out that I've hurt or offended someone, and be it founded or unfounded, it still leaves me something to deal with. I'm not the kind of person to not care, and I don't hold onto words but some ( Read more... )

One year anniversaries are always a big thing, and this one kinda swept me off my feet. It's been a year since my friend Alan died, I didn't realise how raw it all still was to me until yesterday. And it made me feel the same way I felt when I first heard the news. It made me think of all the time I had wasted, of all the plans I hadn't seen ( Read more... )

i can't believe this year has disappeared so quickly! It's a bit crazy! But it has been a fantastic year and I thought I would recap it!

January 2011 - Andrew and I had a fantastic christmas and new year if not a difficult one also in terms of snow and heating! We have some awesome friends who paid for us to go away for a lovely meal and night at ( Read more... )

I've been reading a book called 'Having a Mary Spirit'. You know how God knows exactly what you need for when you are going through it..........even the timing of when I get to read this book is perfect. For every time I open it and read a few chapters, it's right on the money for what I am going through and what the Lord is speaking about.

I've ( Read more... )

 Most people don't know that I wake up and go to sleep with a sore tummy. Some days are bad, some days it can be ignored. Most people do know i have a cold 8 months of the year. I'm not here to moan - its my birthday so i couldn't if I wanted to! I'm here to say that there is a life abundant for me, there is more than just the pain and the ( Read more... )

 I took a real blow to my self esteem, confidence, recently. I let something pull me down. I doubted myself, where I am going, what I am doing. and it was really easy to do because everything felt too hard, too far out of reach and I could find mountains of evidence and voices telling me that it was useless and I was never gonna get there.

Well ( Read more... )

When you get engaged, your wedding day is a big deal. It is a huge adventure. After your wedding day, the next big adventure (according to most people) is having your first baby. I want to say that it's not. The next big adventure after your wedding day is being married. It is awesome! And if you prepare for marriage as well as your wedding day, it ( Read more... )

 I made a list. It was a kind of here's what im thankful for. and in a way i am very thankful for everything on this list. it turned into a 'being alive' list also. i'm very thankful for being alive! and every experience, feeling, and thing that comes along with it. Life and abundance! so here is that list - it's my list therefore there may be ( Read more... )