Isn't it funny how after seeking the Lord, praying, receiving dreams, that worry can still grip your heart when you hear something else. You've brought everything before the Lord and given it over to Him and then one more little fact or piece of information comes to light and worry takes hold and you cant shake it off. I don't want to live like ( Read more... )

Lately I've been hit up the face by a lack of......I don't even know what the word is I'm looking for but it could be care, love, openness, encouragement, unity, participation. Instead it seems to be secrets, ambition, gossiping, selfseeking, pride and selfinvolvement.

This sounds quite harsh and it's not a generalisation. But in a personal way I've ( Read more... )

There are many things in life that just don't make sense. There are a lot of questions right now, a lot of things I will never understand. There are a lot of regrets and a lot of mixed emotions and many memories ( Read more... )

Lately my mind has been going crazy and I've had a really hard couple of weeks trying to talk myself round, give myself over, let it all go. "Theres so much craziness surrounding me There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe". I appear to be a person who has got it all together and in many ways I feel I do, what I don't have complete control ( Read more... )

I find it so funny that all the comedians who say they don't believe in God or christianity and all that make half their show about religion and clearly know enough about it all to mock it. Why such an interest? just to disprove it, to mock something they don't understand, to call it silly and ridiculous yet to spend time talking about it. It's the ( Read more... )

Christmas as a married person was awesome. I was like a little kid all over again, getting up at half 5, excited and ready to give Andrew all his presents! i managed to contain myself til 7 am! I love married life, Andrew is my best friend and I loved spending the holidays with him. Our first Christmas was a trying, blessed and laughterfilled time ( Read more... )

I'm so over snow right now! Its pretty and awesome but treacherous and sneaky! It's been a difficult Christmas week. The first snowfall saw our pipes freeze and no heating for a day and night. This week for 3days and 3 nights we had a freezing house. It was pretty miserable by the end! We ended up in forestside and tescos for heat and were fostered ( Read more... )

Do we live like Jesus is alive ( Read more... )

I've been finding a lot of comfort and strength from the Psalms these days. Every time I read one I am encouraged that David (or whoever) has the words and the prayer that maybe I don't at that time ( Read more... )

After all the planning, our wedding was the most perfect day it could have possibly been! It took a lot of hard work and a few mother daughter arguments but God shone through and blessed us with this wonderful day! we were so relaxed, we had sooo much fun and slept for like a week after it! adrenaline and excitement sustained us throughout the day ( Read more... )