finally, for the first time in my life, im going to war for something meaningful to me. it will be long, and drawn out, and some people may get hurt, but i will do my best to make my family proud.

so its been 4 or 5 months since ive updated this fucking thing. myspace is glorious, but theres people out there that..... well, i only want select people to be able to read this ( Read more... )

so..... ive been through some shit over the past...... a long fuckin time. its been a while since i updated. i doubt anyone reads, but what the fuck, right ( Read more... )

so its been a while since i updated, because frankly, i dont think anyone gives two fucks anymore. but... anyway..... another meaningless relationship that i thought had potential ended up in me asking why ( Read more... )

yeah..... ok so its only been like a week or something, but it seems like forever because work sucks dick ( Read more... )

yeah, i know.... its been a while since i updated..... so fucking sue me. life's been shit so far this week ( Read more... )

There's another world inside of me that you may never see ( Read more... )

its funny how.... i dont even know. i guess ive always looked at the way my mom and dad turned out, and ive always been affraid of having that happen to me, so ive always tended to be very foward and easy to fall for girls if i cared about them to a certain extent. i dont know, i know what im trying to say but i dont know how to say it ( Read more... )

hmmmmmm update ( Read more... )

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )