I'm single again. it always seems to be this way....................................

everything is getting better, i hope. I have a bunch of shit going thru my head and its going to stay in there. i'm really going to try tonite to comment on all of your recent entries. I hate that ive been so bad. If u want to befriend me, let me know. I'm sorry though. I have to go to work now. Later guys. And thank you to all that did keep me. :-

Well i havent updated lately cuz there has been alot going on. I can not say what but it has to do with Bryan. no we didnt break up. I just have been really upset and worried. Only certain people know. I'm sorry i cant say what it is. But I'm sorry for not being the best LJ friend lately. I will try to but its kinda hard right now. I hope u all ( Read more... )

ehh. i feel like shit. my stomach hurts soo bad right now. do u guys feel like really pukey when u get woken up and u get surprised kinda? everytime i get woken up and like i either get up really fast or i get surprised, my stomach really hurts. and its not good bc i have school. well i did my interior design project last nite and didnt get done ( Read more... )

Here are some pix that i just wanna show you guys. hehe.

Caution: Pictures are very BIG. sorry.

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I really need to write down how i was feeling yesterday. I couldnt really explain it at first. I thought it was because i had a headache and bc i was hungry. When i got home i guess i sorta realized it. Its so stupid of me to be upset about but i was. I hated myself so much last nite. From the stuff that cassie was saying about me w. bryan, the way ( Read more... )

Hey all. How are you? im tired, i have cramps, my back hurts. hha. always good. i got alot to do this weekend. Who wants to do my homework for me? haha. I worked last nite. It was fun cuz i worked with Shane. We get along well, i think we do. haha. After that, i went to bryans and hung out with him for a lil less than 2 hrs. <3 He makes me smile. ( Read more... )

Good morning everyone. So yesterday actually turned out good. Cassie made me all prettied up(i have pix) and we went to Hamburger Marys(gay bar) with my friend Kris and his friends. It wasnt soo hoppin but i did have some fun. I mean i was outta the house haha. We got there around 8pm and i left at like 9pm. I went to Bryans. I was really happy i ( Read more... )

i feel like shit for some reason. I have a fucking headache. bleh. School kinda sucked. It was long and i just wanted to leave badly. After i got out, i went to Bryans and chilled with him for a lil bit. We are all gonna go to Hamburger Marys tonite. Well i hope bryan can go. ugh. i dont know what to say. this sucks. oh well. Hope everyone had a ( Read more... )

i hate cleaning but i cleaned the house basically. wow. i have a headache and i feel like im gonna pass out. bryan isnt here. i knew it haha. lazy fuck. oh well im going to sleep. just wanted to write this for some reason..

-Pointless <3