I am actually happy. and its gonna stay this way. <3 Thank you babe!

why do i feel like im nothing? i get too attached to people. i need to stop. Arizona is boring me. No one to hang out with. Nothing to do. I wanna go home. I want my best friend back. I dont wanna cry anymore. I shouldnt need a counselor. I hate college. I feel worthless at times. Why do all my entries have to be upsetting ones? I want to be happy ( Read more... )

i finally feel the same way about you that u do about me. i hate who you are now. you fucked it up bad. you hurt me like no one has ever done before. ive never cryed this much over one person in my life. no one has ever made me cry as much as you have. you suck. thanks alot.

gezz. i never update anymore. ive been soo busy. i got promoted at work so now im doing 30+ hrs a week. i just came back from NJ. I visited for a week. I had a blast and i wish that i could go back. There is too much drama here for me to deal with. I miss my friends!! hehe. well im gonna start cleaning the house and do laundry. How has everyone ( Read more... )

hey all! how was everyons holiday? mine was ehh. Thursday was pretty fun. Friday i had work, and then at nite i brought Bryan to the hospital bc he had kidney stones. OUCH! Saturday and Sunday i had work. Monday i brought bryan to the hospital again and had work till midnight. I went to school late on tuesday bc i got home so late on monday. ( Read more... )

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how was everyones weekend? Mine was alrite. Friday, i had work during the day and then at nite, me and bryan went to the drive-in to see Seed Of Chucky. I liked it but it was more funny than scary. Saturday, i didnt do much until i went to work at nite. Yesterday, i just hung around and then went to work at nite again. Today its pouring out and i ( Read more... )

hey all that still read this. i know i havent updated in forever, so i just wanted to summarize about what has been goin on. Lets see, bryan moved in. im doing horrible in my english class and im not understanding interior design very much. i dont have much money. i dont fucking know. its just stupid. but how is everyone? tell me some good news. :)

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Drama = Stress & Aggravation.