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medication change. what's with all these "feelings"? it's what i've been numb from for the past 2 years. i need a better hobby, and a better life. people have been shitting on what i give them why bother trying to please anymore. happiness is a chemical reaction, and i just lost all the rest of my fun.-

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wow, it's been almost exactly a year since my last real post. i can certainly say this new years wasn't nearly as bad as last. lets do an update huh? well today Lisa and i sort of broke up, i know she's defiantly moving out, we'll see what happens with our actual relationship. things i'm tired of, being ignored, feeling unwanted, and especially ( Read more... )

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not even a week has past into the new year and my life has turned completely around into what was something good, now something depressing. i've been trying to make myself a better person these last couple of months. not being so rude to people for my amusement, returning found objects that are not mine, not lying, no stealing, and no making stupid ( Read more... )

i'm trying my hardest not to let the silence between me and her get to me. my stomach turns anytime i hear her name, or if i see her online. this always happens when i'm the nice guy. and when i'm the asshole they won't ever leave. girls are fucking stupid. hung out with my new friend ani today. it was her friends 21st so we went to platinum ( Read more... )

you wanted less, i wanted more. it was so hard seeing you walk out my door. never again will i trust so easily, i'm so sick of selfish whores.

well. i've had a surreal past few months. my relationship karma finally hit. i had a few girls. then i realized i only liked one. the one feels this way too, only about someone else. fuck both of them. i was so incredibly close to being happy with myself and the situation i was in. fucking girls suck, they make you hurt, boys suck too, they ( Read more... )

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