I'm still waiting for that day when I feel normal. The doctor prescribes me Wellbutrin, which is an anti-depressant. She said I have the beginning stages of depression, which I kind of concluded that by my self; cause thats why I asked to go. Yeah so that was an awesome visit. Ever since then it's been hell. I feel more energetic  ( Read more... )

           Every ones mind wonders every once in a while right. Whether its about boys or friends or family or school what ever. But is it normal for the mind to feel like it cant hit reality. Is it ok for the mind to be absolutely negative about everything.  I hope not.

I hate it when i git in to an argument with anogther person. I turn all ( Read more... )

 I'm a little tired of hearing pity trips from people, who dont even know what its like to really be alone. Alone to me that means by your self, to do something be your self, no help, no shoulder, no map, no tolerance for messing up. I cant stand when my employees complain about how hard it is. Give me a brake you really dont know how hard it is. I ( Read more... )

Multi- Tasking!!!!!

ALRIGHT!!!!!

Life is always a grave of sorrow,Its an endless pit of undesired tomorrows,Its chance with out hope,when theres always that saying that you just have to coop,When i dont want it to go wrong any more i dont want to suffur and  feel like ive been nail to the floor. Please i cant stand these down falls. It hurts just to walk through that hall. Knowing ( Read more... )

 Not to be snobby or self center or conceded, but damn, the last couple of weeks guys wont jump up off and leave me the hell alone. I think that half of them are becoming as persistant about girls as girls are about boys. Do i or my name have available sigh up because thats what it seems like. Bug-a-boos more then half of them. And again with the o ( Read more... )

 Is it worth it? Heres the story. Dylan my boyfriend is leaving to the Army. I want to be with him but i dont want to. I guess what i mean is that i want to live life as a dateing, going out,  You know doing stuff a normal person would do at this age.  I just want to live my own life and not have to worry about anyone but me. But i dont have the ( Read more... )

           Guess what i have 2 jobs now isnt that exciting. I know i am....kinda. More money means the thing i cant afford. Its been wierd the last few days. Im extremely hyper and happy....but i think that its just that chemical inbalance in my head that also gets me extremely depressed. But this one i actually like.

Well Dylan leaves in ( Read more... )

 Yesterday sucked soo bad. I got ditched by my closets friends. Everything was great until then it sucks soo bad. I though that close friends were never supposed to do that for you. T o be honest i really wish they would appericiate everything i do for them and realize how good of a friend i am and not ditch me for a guy or a bitch.

 I'm tired of being the kind of girlfriend that you can rely on and go to when your not feeling good to run to the store for ice cream. Yesterday i was really sick didnt want to leave the bad. You know the dont want to movie kinda thing. Well it just so happens that i got it from my boyfriend (dylan). Ok when he had it i brought him medicine, came ( Read more... )