This morning i woke up to a call asking me why i wasnt on a bus headed to cheer camp. All i could say was im sorry. After that i couldnt go back to sleep, i just couldnt get the fact that i let my team,no my family, all the cheerleaders including the coaches down. I mean i spend about 90% of my life with these people. What the hell do i do....im ( Read more... )

Today i was supposed to leave for cheer camp. Unfortunately i cant go because i made a dumbass decision to bring alcohol to school for fun. I wasnt the only one anougher friend was involved. Crime stoppers got called on us and i got charged with MIP.From that day i lost everything.including cheerleading and my future and what little trust i had ( Read more... )

Damn today nothing would freakin satisfy me.Out of everything i have, nothing would satisfy me. I'm still havein problems finding out why the hell im on this planet..i know sounds fuckin messed up but its true...right now im just tryin to waste time with nothing to look forward to. It really sucks just siting around waiting for something to come ( Read more... )