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this is it
ok im getting checked in tomorrow. this is it. im nervous as shit. the place looks like a dump. ill just pretend im at camp. hopefully when i come back in june i will have lost 30 lbs. thats my main goal. i want to look good for when i come home. i dont know how long ill be there. im going to get the shrink to take me off all my anti- pyschotics ( Read more... ) -
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i cant ride the wave.
ok so i listen to everything my therapist tells me to do. i really listen. i understand. but it just wont stick. it cant. i dont know why. i know i have to stop sabatogizing my recovery. im jeopordizing everything. i have to stop cutting, using substances, and relying on different ways of escaping. she told me to ride the wave. i cant. theres ( Read more... ) -
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moved to greatest journal...
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im in florida and the weather is beautiful and im doing a lot of swimming so hopefully ill lose weight this vacation. ok well g2g . lataz <3 xoxo