I just completly bled my heart and soul to ashley.....AGAIN!!!! What am I doing, every time I talk to her I get emo, the lonleyness starts to set in.......I need to pull away, but I don't know IF I can....I just don't know...I know how I feel about and I'm sure me telling her is just gonna hurt me in the long run but I needed to get it off my chest ( Read more... )

I just completly bled my heart and soul to ashley.....AGAIN!!!! What am I doing, every time I talk to her I get emo, the lonleyness starts to set in.......I need to pull away, but I don't know IF I can....I just don't know...I know how I feel about and I'm sure me telling her is just gonna hurt me in the long run but I needed to get it off my chest ( Read more... )

My life has been sort of crazy...well not really, I just sort of wish it was, Prom is on friday, I need to buy my ticket on monday. Well, I can't, I'm not old enough, I'm not a junior or senior, I'll have to give my money to my cousin and she'll purchase it for me. I was hit in the face with a bird on wednsday, right in the face. It was pretty ( Read more... )

Most of my friends are great.....MOST OF THEM. Some of them are iffy. But for the most post they are great, i'm not talking normal great. I'm talking Tony the Tiger great. Seriously, Well, I'm seem to be getting a very lovely picture from the ever so lovely Vanessa Lucas. This will add to my collection of Lovely Pictures of all of my lovely senior ( Read more... )

Got a sub today, can you say computer time?? Well anyway just thought I'd update to say that I'm alive...barely. Went to see The Odd Couple, It was funny.

Steph, Look at these shoes.
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You know, All I did was want to post a comment on Steph's journal, it took like 5 minutes, it couldn't find the F'n page, but I copied it this time and but when I went back, it stayed, I was like what the hell is this F'n things problem. But then it finally let me post the bitch. Thank God. I think Its my computer's problem, It never does it at ( Read more... )

Vaness Reminds of a panda Bear, in a cute way though, no offense, I hope none is taken. I'm very lonely........

I have a feeling that my life is going to take an emotional turn....whether it will be bad or good, I don't know, but I'll know when it happens. I received A Senior Picture From Steph, might I add that all 4 of the pictures were very lovely and it was very hard decision. I ended up choosing the black and white with her and her cat in it.....Did I ( Read more... )

Last night I was writing another long entrie, So I go To post it and the mother fuckin page can't be displayed. I was like"are you fuckin' serious" I told my computer "Fuck you" and punched my Monitor. It deserved it. I was pissed. What makes me even more mad, is that I don't know why my computer did this.

I was gonna try and re-write my Ultra long journal entrie of death but I don't have enough time and I can't recapture how i was feeling, maybe some other time.