Even though I have finally realized what an asshole he is ( Read more... )

Ok, so, I haven't posted in FOREVER! Today's the day! Even though there's nothing to say.... Wow, that sounded lame ( Read more... )

My happy little perfect world has just come crashing down around me... I'm getting hit by so much at one time... blindsided. I'm happy for him, yes. But at the same time I'm kicking myself because I feel like it's partly my fault. I know he and everyone else would say it's not, but it still makes me feel like shit ( Read more... )

I SWEAR I can't even get a break lately... what the fuck is going on. I get online today and I have this message from David. Ok. EVERYBODY who I have ever had any kind of conversation with KNOWS how I feel about David. .. TX David. We ALL know this. I get online, and this message says ( Read more... )

Yes... Grant. So, apparently, Grant flat out doesn't want to talk to me anymore. wtf?? I don't know. But yeah. He deleted me from his MySpace friends list, so I asked an un-named someone about it. He's like, Ouch... So I ask what's going on. He said he didn't want to get in the middle of it. Well... Grant sure isn't telling me anything, so what's ( Read more... )

I love boys.... I love meeting a guy, going out, and having a good time without really doing anything major. I love guys that are absolutely gorgeous, in an unusual kind of sexxxxxxxxxy way. I love guys that not only unlock the car door, but open and close it. I looooooove eyes. :o) I love guys who are into trucks and know a badass car when they ( Read more... )

woah! It's been ages since I updated! Almost a month? That's crazy. But, there's really nothing to write about. All I've been doing is working, working, working. Um.... July 4th weekend we went to this place called Crooked Creek and camped. My cousin's daughter's All Star tournament was over there so we pulled the camper over and spent 4 days there ( Read more... )

Guess who never called.... surprise surprise....

Ooooh... what a weekend. Seems like I haven't updated in forever. But I didn't check to see when the last one was! So who knows. Anyway. We went camping this weekend down toward Hackberry. I wanted to go crabbing!! So that's why we went there. Had a BLAST! The spot we were camping at was really nice. Fun times! Punky and I crabbed until 2 AM ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday David!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I know it's been a rough few months, especially the past week... But it'll all be over soon. I promise sweety. C'mon... you're one of the most optimistic person I know, it'll all work out. I love you!!! You're the greastest friend/exboyfriend/future husband (according to Monica) anyone could ask for ( ( Read more... )