well i havent updated since april. thats a hella long time to go with out updating and a lot of time to pass and allow events and thoughts to take place ( Read more... )

that is the craziest movie that i have ever seen and it probably wont be matched.the whole story line about addiction got me to thinking about what im addicted to. id guess im addicted to people or relationships more specifically. i have it in my mind that i cant function without one. when i get out of one im always looking for another one to get ( Read more... )

well today is 4/21 which means in 25 days ill be done with my first year of college and home for the summer. i guess most people would be happy to be going home and getting away from school but i have mixed feelings about it. school has become my home. its where im the most comfortable. when i go home i fuck things up and make my life more ( Read more... )

since i got in the car and headed back to school yesterday ive done alot of thinking. so much thinking that ive had the worst headache ive had in a long while ( Read more... )

you know i used to be a happy guy. but for the last few years i can preety much find a way to ruin every good thing that i ever have going on in my life ( Read more... )

on january 28th- i finally broke out. in an exhausting day that started with the firing of machine guns in the courtyards and an m14 on the sentinel box and ended with a skeat dinner and some old yells. the VMI class of 2009 was born and my brother rats and i will go on to do great things ( Read more... )

so breakout is coming on saturday. but first i have to make it there ( Read more... )

i really dont remember much from last night. what ive got right now is what people told me in the morning or i saw in the pictures ( Read more... )

why the hell do i look at her profiles. everytime it takes me down another peg. im back home now and i drove past her house today. i went through the bag of all the things that she gave abck to me. now that im here all this hits me like it hasnt before.

this fucking sucks

well here i am. the 18th saturday that ive spent here so far here. i have another three days before christmas furlough begins and i go to a place that i cant stand. given there is a few people that i still like to see. but its the rest and just the society there that i cant stand. people just dont understand what it means to live by the code. ( Read more... )