Ok,  I just went back to read the "what I'm craving" post and It made me sick. How could I ever want to eat all that? Gross. I'm on day three of this neg cal diet thing. Today I had about 2/3 of neg cal stuff and then the other 1/3 was pure self destruction. Only about 600 cals worth including the neg cal stuff. I'm not worried. I definitely should ( Read more... )

This is what I'm craving right now:

Sushi, Pizza with spicy bbq sauce and chicken, Buffalo wings, Mushroom swiss burger, Pnutbutter chocolates, Chicken tacos, Cookies and cream ice cream, BBQ chips, Pizza rolls, Popcorn, Chinese, Thai, Baked Ziti, Cheesy bread, Chocolate milk shake, The bbq chicken supermelt from Friendly's, Nachos, Martinis, ( Read more... )

I never really like to post to a journal where not many people, or the wrong kind of people, will read. I'm here for support for my eating disorder. Not support to get better, support through my stuggles to be thinner. Support on a bad day and other days when I have friends who will celebrate with me when the day goes well. I'm here to support as ( Read more... )