a couple people emailed me about my september 15th post saying that i am too young to be giving myself up to someone so soon, so to clear things up let me say that by writing that entry i did not mean to imply that boy and i made love. as a matter of fact, i am still a virgin and i intend to stay so for many years to come, thank you very much... ( Read more... )

i can still feel him all over my body

01. The new iMacs give me a total boner
02. Went to Las Vegas this weekend and had a pretty good time. Ate dinner at the Tournament of the Kings in the Excalibur hotel, saw Miranda Lambert live in concert and saw Le Rêve at the Wynn hotel.
03. My presentation is due today, and I haven't even started it. Therefore, I am turning it in a day late ( Read more... )

I am not asking for ten comments on every entry I write, but I have waited a few days, and still zero feedback on my last few entries. Have I really become so uninteresting?

all eyes on the calendar,
another year i'll claim
of total indifference
to here the days pile up
with decisions to be made
i'm sure all of them were wrong

into this song, i send myself
and with these drinks
i plan to collapse and forget
this wasted year,
these wasted years

devoted friends,
they disappear

i'm sorry about the phone call,
and needing you
some ( Read more... )

I gave blood at school Thursday morning and somewhat regretted it afterward. For some reason, the blood was flowing very slowly and the woman had to move the needle to a different spot in the same vein twice. It hurt like a bitch. The needle, by the way, was twice the size of the needles hospitals use for testing so I now have a bruise the size of ( Read more... )

I am so selfishly depressed right now ( Read more... )

After six or seven years, my father and his wife are getting a divorce and I do not care. As a matter of fact, I really could not be happier for him. Really, though, it is only because I am in such denial. I do not want to know that I was miserable over the past six or seven years for nothing. I do not want to cry over that anymore, and so I do not ( Read more... )

Okay, so I lied about not getting online until Monday afternoon. I can't help it. I also lied when I said that I update only a few times a week. I can't help that either! I am sorry. I don't know what it is... Seriously, I have never updated this often in the past... Am I happy? Somewhat. I guess so. It is, actually, hard to say...

Around twenty-two ( Read more... )

Thank you for your kind wishes! I won't have the ultrasound results until seven or ten days later, but when they come, I will most definitely fill you in. I am actually feeling a bit worse today than before. I am really tired and feel like someone is pulling at my arms and legs when I stand up, and I can hardly walk twenty feet before running out ( Read more... )