happy new year.

i apologize for lack of updates/comments. i have created a new livejournal and only one person has access to it so far. that is my only friend, kayleen. truthfully, i do not write in it anymore than i do this one... pathetic, actually, but i like the username a lot, so i am more than determined to keep this new journal in use for at ( Read more... )

( 06:17 )

i am seventeen years old and yes, i do realize that i am still a child, but FUCK, mother, can you please loosen the straight jacket a bit, or maybe try to trust me?!! how about maybe you stop shouting twenty-four seven because NO it does not get whatever the fuck you are saying through our thick skulls! maybe you should keep your filthy hands to ( Read more... )

FUCK HALLOWEEN

( taken from my front and back yard )

things are okay. i am losing one of my best friends and i don't really care anymore. i miss her, a lot and i know i will for a long while (so i guess i actually still care a bit), but i also know that i will eventually get over it. i have finally realized that it is not my mother's fault for any of this. it is no body's fault. eventually, taylor ( Read more... )

i first began writing this entry with the dream of it becoming my first ever livejournal-brain dump, but then i did what i do best and began to think too much and fucked myself over. so now, i have no idea why i am writing what i am currently writing. all i know that i am writing what comes to mind and you will eventually read it. whether or not ( Read more... )

( 7:13 )

.......i guess my feelings are too soft, because you are totally hurting them. seriously guys, i don't mean to nag or seem codependent, but i rely on your feedback whether it be reassurance OR ridicule. i don't care how personal my entries may seem, i would appreciate at least one opinion of another ( Read more... )

i am failing most of my classes and i do not give a shit.
fuck high school.

i made a deviantart account for anyone who might want a "sneak preview" of the art and poetry that will (hopefully) soon be uploaded to teacupped. it's nothing special. the only benefit would be that you get to see my work before the official opening of teacupped.com.

so... if ( Read more... )