you are nothing but a piece of seep but i still <3 you

Tomorrow is the first day of school. I want to kill someone. I dont feel like going back to that hellish place of drama and germs. Though this summer was ok i guess i would give it a 7 out of 10 stars. My birthday is in 5 days i'm spending it alone. Inless my mom invited my family over. I just dont want to grow any older.

anime convention friday
12 days till my birth day and i dont think i'm having a party because i dont know what to do if anyone has ideas hit me up
school is in 8 days shoot me no please!
the only bright side of it is i think i'm gonna have photo with sean

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that is all i have to say about last night

ok to first start it off it was a year for sean and I on the second of this month ( Read more... )

I never really relized how much I would miss you but it has only been 2 days and I need to just have you here with me. Dana offered to give me her cuddles but i need cuddles form someone who can actually hold me physically(which means i wish it was you) and oh yeah kisses.I have no one to give them to me here ( Read more... )

Last night i had a dandy time it was pretty fun catching up with people and stuff
Sean goes away on tuesday or wendesday and i will have the wholw week to myself so if anyone wants to hang out give me call
I feel like me and steph still talk like every day lol even though we havent talked to eachother for a while... it is weird though but nice

ok everthing is fine now
sorry for the scare

I want to curl up into a ball and die
I havent been this depressed in about a little over a year,
when i whould call all my friends and cry to them about sean
thanks guys for listening then but in a way i wish I would have listened to you
<3

i feel like a worthless piece of shit
I'm sorry...