Morgan Paige Orlick why do you always feel the need to screw people over when they're trying to be your friends and they actually care about you. You and Jessica Maserati both know how to make a guy feel welcome. The worst part is that you both genuinely love to hurt people. Well, no more. You wanna see what I'm capable of? It's time the kid gloves ( Read more... )

Dear Morgan,

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Dear Morgan, Im writing you this journal entry to express how I feel. Ive loved you from the moment I laid my eyes upon you. From the moment our eyes first met. To the first snuggle to the last. I hate my life. No one loves me or cares about me. I'd give anything for what we once had. I dont know how I can be apart of this anymore. I love you and ( Read more... )

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Dear Journal,
I want to feel normal again. Its been a long time since I felt normal. I dont know how to not feel emotion. I cant make the pain go away. I smoke a crazy amount of drugs to numb myself so the pain will go away. Cant eat. Im so sick. Ill never feel normal again.

This is Jeffrey Scott Ornstein signing off.

Dear Journal,
I want to numb this pain. Make it all go away forever. I say lets get fucked up this early am. Fuck life. Its not worth it anymore.

This is Jeffrey Scott Ornstein signing off.

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I have to try so hard to change the way I act around people sometimes. I know that I lash out at the people whom I've trusted the most over the past few years. I miss being the way I was and I hate the person that I have become as a result of it. I never used to be this way or act this way about anything. Sometimes I wish life were simpler. I feel ( Read more... )