I hate life. People are assholes and can all go fuck themselves. Had I taken better care of myself I wouldn't be busting my ass now. I get ZERO respect from everyone so I won't ever give anyone the same back unless its Lauren, Efrain or Dave. Everyone else deserves what ever fate has in store for them. Have a fantastic fucking day. This is Jeffrey ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,
One of the hardest things you can do is say goodbye and move on from something that has been apart of your life for so long. Im gonna be a better man for it in the long run but still doesnt make it any easier. This is Jeffrey Scott Ornstein signing off.

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

Dear Journal ( Read more... )

I have fucked over my life ten fold by being the way I am. She was the best thing that ever happened to me and now Ive flushed it down the toilet. Ill never be able to forgive myself. I just wanted to be happy and in doing so have cost myself the best thing that ever happened to me. How do I go on with myself? How do you move on when your mistakes ( Read more... )

So maybe I should just leave everyone alone for a while. Maybe it's for the best because all I feel like is a bother to people and everytime I try to be around my friends it's just a grim and dark reminder that no one's gonna come to visit me. I can't afford to go see them and I'm reminded daily of why I'm alone. See when we make these group chats ( Read more... )

So people think they can underestimate me. People think they can fuck me over. Oh no. Theyre sorely mistaken. I refuse to be a pushover. I refuse to lay down and let someone walk all over me. Push me into the mud and step on me. What you Morgan Paige Orlick and Jessica Burke did to me is the worst thing you could have done. You fucked me over. So ( Read more... )