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[ltsmorning]

lately ive been having big freak out fests before going to interact with large groups of people. this involves me crying and saying that i hate things that i really dont hate and a bunch of other stuff chris shouldnt have to put up with. it sounds silly but i just get really nervous. i always have a good time when i get to the large group of people

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[pennylane09]

well i miss you and i have polluted your lungs before but dont hate, appreciate! haha

[ltsmorning]

i miss you too! haha sorry i was venting after a smokey show, im not even really that bad about the smoking thing. :)

[fr0w]

i hear what you're saying sister.

mandy is kinda like that too... she blames not having insurance anymore and in turn.. the doctors to prescribe her medicine.

and.

smoking is way lame, it's use to break my heart to see perfectly attractive people doing something so completely unattractive. and the people at work, who smoke RIGHT outside the front door, when walking in you get to walk through a cloud of smoke and smell like shit for the rest of the day, but at least they look cool and have their "nerves chilled", well whatever at least they're not eating babies.

[ltsmorning]

yea, i was on anxiety medicine a really long time ago, i tend to really dislike mood altering medicines though and im not really sure if they helped the social part.. hm i wonder if they did! i dont remember.

i know! smoking is so icky and such a shame. im not sure why people are still starting to smoke.. it blows my mind. atleast when our parents generation was younger they didnt know it was bad and now they are hooked.

[thepinkbunny]

I'll leave you cookies.

I hate smoking too. I haven't been staying at my house because it smells so bad.