Oh god was it hot today. Mid 80s. No joke! But it is Little 5 week so somehow the heat is okay. I don't really have anything else to say. It's really hot here. Stupid Indiana. Why can't it be 50-70 degrees year round?

I can't sleep.
I tried going for a walk.
It didn't help.
I wish I could stay.
But I just can't.
I love the ocean.
It can be rocky.
And it can be cold.
But it always feels like home.

You can't lose something you've never had.

But I know some part of you is hesitating for a moment, and if there is a moment of hesitation, that means you feel something too. All I ask is that you not dismiss that, at least for ten seconds, and try to dwell in it. Because it's there between you and me. And you can't deny that. And even if we never ( Read more... )

I have my Squeaker.
I have my pre-summer/summer-esq weather.
I have baseball season.
And I have Ryan Cabrera.

What more does a girl need?

PATER NOSTER, qui es in caelis, sanctificetur nomen tuum. Adveniat regnum tuum. Fiat voluntas tua, sicut in caelo et in terra. Panem nostrum quotidianum da nobis hodie, et dimitte nobis debita nostra sicut et nos dimittimus debitoribus nostris. Et ne nos inducas in tentationem, sed libera nos a malo. Amen ( Read more... )

At night I pray, that soon your face will fade away....This week is over. Well okay so it's Thursday and I do have stuff tomorrow, but nothing compared to how most of the week was. There were tests, engagements for things that I made months ago, meetings, planning, just a bunch of stuff that made me tired all week. BUT it's all a downhill roller ( Read more... )

I know you can hear me, but are you listening.I hate when you try and tell someone about something that happened that is important to you and they blatantly blow you off because whatever is going on in their life is more important to them then something that is a big deal to you. I'm not saying I don't ever do this, I think everyone does...but for ( Read more... )

Just around the corner is not enough....Should be studying. Should be sleeping. But I'm past over tired now. And studying is just not something I can be bothered with at the moment. So I play with my LJ. YAY ( Read more... )

I wanna start this over again. So I try to hold onto a time where nothing mattered. And I can't explain what happened. And I can't erase the things that I've done....

I gotta stop this. Stop you. It's eating me alive. I'm so much more then this. I need a vacation from myself. Or to stop worrying so much. Either way....

You're a lost cause, yet here she is. And that's the mystery. Here she is....There are a lot of things I miss. Things that I know aren't good for me, people I know I'm better off without in my life, places I've never liked, people I never cared for, etc. It's all things I don't NEED. Never did need. Never will need. But I miss them all. And maybe ( Read more... )