With my whole heart, I hold you close within. I love you Shelley Dub. Hang in there.

I had to go back on Prozac for the sake of the baby and my sanity, or what's left of it. I've had a rough time, especially these last couple months. There have been so many changes; changing jobs, houses, lifestyles. Going from one extreme to the next has been a challenge ( Read more... )

I decided I really needed to start keeping up with my journal. I am starting this whole Buddist venture and doing alot of yoga and pilates to try and keep my stress down to a bare minimum. Afterall, no baby should be born into the kind of stress I've had lately. So I am having an emotional garage sale. Getting rid of my shit and hoping it's someone ( Read more... )

You know who I am talking about........yeah those people. They are fucking more than pathetic. I guess we need people like that around as a wake up call to be god damn thankful we are not like them.

It's taken awhile for me to come to my senses...but I did. I am happy. I think ( Read more... )

I was bleeding last Friday after I fell on my ass while playing volleyball at our company picnic. There was some blotting too so I was certain I was loosing my baby. Then it stopped but I continued to bleed each morning Sat-Mon. Well Monday morning I went in thinking for sure I had lost my little one. Doc did an ultrasound and to my surprise there ( Read more... )

Ed and I are running away this weekend from the typical bullshit of Seattle. We are simply sick and tired of the same ole festivities that all the newbies from other states who move here to try and be cool go to. Ooh Seattle, I'm so hip now that I moved here. Yah, ok. Nice try but you're not fooling anyone. We can still pick you posers out from a ( Read more... )

Here is what makes me laugh..............

When people have to hold on to the past in order to justify what they are today.

My perdiction for the year......you suck.

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