So.. I neither studied for my Spanish nor did my physics. but i DID talk to adam a lot, and he's really sweet. although, when i did my "am i pretty?" trick, he didn't say i was attractive, so meh. i wish i wasn't ugly ( Read more... )

It's 8:30.. I'll practice violin tomorrow morning. For now, I'll study spanish and then do my physics thing. i'm not motivated to practice. plus, i have rehearsal afterschool tomorrow as well.

Wow, i just realized that to be "underweight", i have to make it down to 104 pounds. ok. it will just be a glorious day the day i get down to 109. 7 more pounds to go...:( i should be able to do that in 2 weeks ( Read more... )

PHYSICS AP... it was ok. all i had was 2/3 of a bagel and 2/3 onion creamcheese. dinner was 2 pieces of cheese and lots of beans, tofu, and meengun, my favorite dish! that was probably about 400, and with the bagel, 700. if i don't eat for the rest of the day and practice some more violin tonight, i should be fine.

OK, my body is officially screwed. in a good way, though! yesterday, for dinner, i had so many beans and tofu (like 3 bowls) and a chocolate chip cookie pie (mothers day thing), then some veggie. after my rehearsal, i had more chocolate chip stuff and cheese. i considered that a binge ( Read more... )

I just had another piece of cheese. there was a krispy kreme donut on the table for me, too. and i didn't touch it. yay.

So far I've eaten about 300 cals. dinner, hopefully a boca burger and some veg, which will put me at 400 cals.

2 hours of intense violin so far, ate 2 pieces of cheese, a banana, and an apple.

I'M 115.5!! I BROKE MY PLATAEU!

So, I've eaten a little less than 400 cals today. yay.

Had a piece of cheese. am really sore from playing an hour and a half of violin straight in a wooden chair, not able to move my butt. ow. hopefully burned a lot of cals, too.