Ok. with the period and all, there's NO way i'm making it to ninteepe day. i'm gaining SO much water weight that i can't even get under my old STG anymore ( Read more... )

I ate 6 and a half springrolls. ew. 650 cals. piece of cheese afterwards. i'm up to 750 cals and i can't eat for the rest of the night. i'll be back at 9:00 anyway, but i'll probably be happy, so i'll be likely to binge. i just have to grab a piece of cheese and go upstairs. i'm going to brush my teeth now, then when i come home, go directly ( Read more... )

I cleaned my room all morning, then went out to shop, walked around the mall and car dealership for a long time, then came home and RESISTED FROM EATING ANYTHING ( Read more... )

i don't fricking understand! why am i still 115.5?!i'm NEVER making it to ninteepe day :``( DAMN YOU, BINGE! damn me, binger. :`(. I'm NOT going to eat today. I'll tell my parents that I'm going to study with.. Max and Joey at the mall from 5-6:30, we're eating dinner there, and then go to orch afterwards. i'll just roam the mall and shop. NO FOOD ( Read more... )

Sandwich (300), chips (120) and lime diet coke (2 cups) in the car, an hour of intense frisbee and then 3 wings after, with tons of fatty bluecheese. then a sandwich when i got home (300). wings were... 400, maybe? i don't know how much is in chicken.

yah. TOO MUCH FOOD. damnit. oh well.

i failed you, Hotaru. messed up the competition. sorry :``(

Well.. when I woke up, I was surprised that i didn't pee too much, despite the fact that i drank like 5 cups of water before bed. I was 116.3 when I woke up. Wow ( Read more... )

Holding Hotaru right now... aw. anyway, i managed to not eat anything! YEAH team. Riding pretty at about 700 today? Hopefully I'm 114.something tomorrow. I'll be as light as Hotaru someday ( Read more... )

put 2.5 cups of sugary drink (crystal light pink lemonade) in the freezer for 2 hours. make sure you don't twist on the cap totally tight, and tilt the bottle a little. take a long spoon, smash up the ice, and eat it like a smoothie in a bottle.

I was really on my way to another binge today. I didn't eat until 6th period, but had a boston creme muffin (300). i managed not to eat anything 7th period, but then my teacher is leaving, and this girl made peanutbutter cup cookies. i had two and a 1/3. (300). Then I had a bag of chips (90) afterschool. I decided that was enough, so went to work ( Read more... )

...I'm still 115.3, thank GOD. it's still rescueable.