i'm tired of the nastiness of the girls at my school-i'm through with their impertinence and shouting obscenties during homeroom, i'm finished with their disruptive class manners that make it impossible for me to learn a goddamned thing during english class ( Read more... )

i feel desiccated and tired. i feel like i've got nothing much to say lately-nothing is exciting.
i got a 79 in spanish, which kept me from honors this quarter. got a little self distructive and my mom had to snap me out of it.
i hope that being sixteen stays fairly monotonous. i can't stand tumult.
yeah. i was stupid today.
again.

cause your eyes light up, when i walk in the room...
sweat it all out, sweat it all out--your bedroom eyes and your baby pout:

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I saw the mmdg perform twice this weekend. program A on friday was better than i expected. new love song waltzes is an amazing piece. It was to the music by Johannes Brahms, and the dancers looked so beautiful-the piece just flowed so nicely. going away party was really silly but it was funny-but it was also strange because it wasn't to live music- ( Read more... )

i've told myself to stop being so sad for no reason ( Read more... )

i think my family has forgotten my birthday ( Read more... )

there are reasons for why he sent me the story. i know that, or at least i must tell myself so. there is no better explanation for it ( Read more... )

sarah hickman is coming in fiiiive days.
::camp song time::
D-A-V-E-N-P-O-R-T spells davenport, davenport
thats the only kinda love scene
it must've been invented by a real scream
D-A-V-E-N-P-O-R-T you see,
its a hug and a squeeze
and an, "ohhh sarah...please..."

davenport, for me...

yesterday was quite the day ( Read more... )

my parents seem to think i'm completely untrustworthy.
i can't take it anymore.
i just want to break down and cry and pray for my non-corrupted self.