ok so new multiply: agentofkaos

new LJ: http://agentofkaos.livejournal.com

=)

*let's see how long this lasts*

I love heath bars, but here is some eye candy:


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can't escape it
behind my mask
forever haunting
skeletal formations
shrouding the light
let it sink in
chaotic answers
no resolution follows
carry it far
secret secret
to my grave
heavy air
to fill my lungs
drown me
shattered antics
death awaits
not soon enough
don't let it reign

i am weak.

the most terrifying experience
a blank page
set before me
no stone slab
only sheer whiteness
watching me
begging me to write

my greatest nightmare
an open door
standing widely
no locks within
only what lies beyond
beckoning me
pleading for me to follow

in this horrific night
the lights go out
creating clarity
no more glory
only a bleeding heart
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if i sleep i cant sleep
i hate you and i do
my hair is in my face
can i hide anymore
i cant hide anymore
sleep for me when im awake
screaming so softly
my hair is in my hands
i saw your face
standing behind me in the mirror
i turned and asked you why
but then you disappeared like always
like everyone in my mind
this isn't even real
my hands are in my pockets
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im bad at drawing lines
unless the canvas is flesh
the utensil is something with an edge
cause even when im sleeping
the hatred runs so neatly
the river is a direct connection
to your heart
your veins are seeping
the blood is leaking
making lines on the canvas
where i could not draw
a single line for you
so you would know where to stand
instead you fell into me
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What is beauty?  I think too fast to write my thoughts down anymore, so I really have to type them all.  Beauty is a peanut butter and jelly sandwich at an ungodly hour of the morning when you cannot sleep.  I wish I could figure out when we started being so cordial.  No, beauty has to be the indecisiveness that we all encounter on a daily basis.  ( Read more... )

Seven.  Oranges.  Are.  Not.  Seven.  Apples.   Just keep that in mind.

I'm almost done drawing Fox McCloud... see?


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If someone could retain me the way I retain my teeth, I would feel much more comforted.  But they haven't been retained for weeks and now they're crooked.  Crooked, like a mirror image of their owner.  Now when they are retained again, they will scream and yell in agony, feeling more pain than ever before.

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Looking in the mirror
She saw a woman
For the first time
Not a girl
For the first time

She misses him
When he's not around
She'll wait until the next time
The next time
He's around

There is no use
In pretending that nothing is wrong
He knows she has a problem
More than just a problem
Nothing to hide

She looked back into the mirror
Seeing something slightly off
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just a little more
and it wont hurt so bad
a little further in
itll all be better

breathe it in and out
let it go on forever
its not okay
but it will be alright

what does it take to be good
a service and happy mood
a life once lived now cleaved in two
you dont even know whats real

im sorry that i disappoint you
my spirit cries for something more
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