I've been a little unwell recently. Not so much physically but I'm just finding it very hard to leave the house or speak to people.

I'm reading The Handmaid's Tale right now. It's a little sad and numbing but I really like the writing. It's funny that the less I like to speak, the more I gobble up other peoples' words.

I miss the summer.

 I'm really afraid of playing sad songs these days. But today, I find that I can't keep away from all the beautiful boys' voices and the strings of all those haunting acoustic tracks. What is it about people with hair over their eyes and the blue romance of love that turned into pain turned into nostalgia? I am afraid. I don't often admit that. I ( Read more... )

Yesterday was my last Hampton Court Festival job for this year. And today is the first day that I'm starting to quit cigarettes. I am such a cloud of emotions. I want tea but I don't want tea. I want to eat dinner but I don't want to eat dinner ( Read more... )