i am so fucking sick of exams.
i have done nothing but revise and i'm so completely bored.
all i want to do is go out, i feel like a fucking hermit.
i haven't seen anyone for ages, i haven't been out in ages, and i'm sat in on my own on a friday night and it's so utterly depressing.
bollocks to it all.

aaaargh i hate labs.
how the bollocking hell am i meant to know which knobbing compound is the most toxic? maybe i should just fucking drink them and find out. gaylords.

on the plus side me and roy did the diet coke and mentos fountain and it was awesome.http://www.youtube.com/

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i'm sick of people fucking me over. i'm sick of everyone thinking that they can just take me for a ride. i'm sick of having to stand up for myself. i don't want to have to be strong any more. i don't know what to do and there's noone i can talk to about this because everybody expects me to be strong.

i don't know what to do.

I sleep with my hands across my chest
And i dream of you with someone else
I feed my body with things that I don't need
Until I sink to the bottom
Don't act like it came as a suprise
Don't believe me then look into these eyes

after the most stressful day of my life, we finally have a house!
it's quite small for a 5 bed but it's really nice and cosy and homely.
i think i have hypothermia because roy managed to lose my coat in the kray so i've been freezing my bollocks off.
poo.

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never again ( Read more... )