The Arenot, for example, were a "dystopian society" with " and extremely dualistic cosmology." According to one inerpretation they believed that "because copulation is necessary to the creation of life, the ritual necrophilia is the only means to create the afterlife."

jeff can't keep playing my doctor to keep me sane forever.
i have to be happy on my own. by myself.
whatever. i should give up, get over it, and move on.
but i can't. i dont know when to stop, or when to cut it off.
i'll drive it into the ground like i do every time.
here we go again psycho bitch.

i havent seen the sun in 4 days ( Read more... )

the other day i got so lucky ( Read more... )

i have no costume. i have no interest in dressing up. it all sounds like a good time, and a great idea, but when it comes down to it, i just don't feel like doing anything. i have nothing. i'm all alone. literally. im living by myself in a massive loft. it just feels like empty space. i have no friends here. i get incredibly fucked up with people i ( Read more... )

i will have time to diddle on the internet, reading blogs, and messing with shit like this...


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why did i go to nyc last week. i should have been packing and doing all of the stuff that im trying to do now. i even have all these days off and then i decide to have a going away party on one of them. it was however totally awesome, but man, im so hungover now. i should never drink jager again ( Read more... )

ugh. this sucks. i can't sleep and my thoughts are keeping me up. i don't even know what to take. i don't even want to go out. that never happens. i've never had such a serious bout with pms before. im really going through it right now. its kinda freaking me out how emotional im feeling right now. i feel like i called someone i probably should not ( Read more... )

moira and i went to singing beach the other day. it was such a beautiful day. a perfect day to go to the beach. of course i have pictures. i worked at the flower store today. it went by quickly as usual. i like working there so much better than at american apparel. i hope everyone that works at that store dies, okay well only a few. mainly just the ( Read more... )

so i got a digital camera, its pretty sweet and takes great pictures. here are a few, from one crazy, crazy, mindfuck day. its all good though. isai stayed over and the next day we watched The Point!, quite possibly the sweetest movie ever from the 60's. then we walked to best buy so i could get a memory card, and we took lots of pictures on the ( Read more... )