I'm afraid I can't help it....I'm afraid I can.....

I'm not who I was and I don't like it....everything just seems different these days.......

with beer on my breath and a scotch in my hand i bid you all goodevening....and leave you with this....for the first time in a long time i go home listening to a sad song that does not make me feel sad anymore.

it also seems as if the past does have precedent(for those that don't know the meaning of the word stop reading here) on the future. Well looks as if there is a reason for me to have so much faith in people after all....maybe I should have faith in all people after all...even though some have stuck the 12 inches in my ass....there is always the ( Read more... )

well maybe there is someone out there for me.....hmmm....i wonder........

I have decided that this was the best christmas ever because i got to smoke pot with my whole mom's side of the family and i got everything i wanted and it has just been pretty kick ass. I also realized hanging out with family isn't that bad....its actually kinda fun....oh and opening presents when your ripped to high hell is the most intense thing

Christmas time makes me depressed as hell....oh well merry christmas everybody

every once and awhile you are placed with a descion that will either make you or break you.....the descion that i made broke me and now i wish i could take it back more than ever

So i'm having major knee surgery in like 5 hours....and if I die....
To my friends: I love you guys drink 10 shots of quervo for me.

To everyone else: Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you, your cool,

I'M OUT

I thought i would feel better, but i feel worse...i knew it was a bad idea....