feeling lost and like a half smoked cigarette.

When you play drinking games against the center for your colleges football team and he weighs 375 and you can drink more and faster than him that says alot about you. To add to all that, when him and his football friends came in, everyone was worried about having to get another keg because these kids drink sooo much. The lesson learned here is ( Read more... )

I am so happy yet my predispositions on life cause me to fear what may lie ahead. I just want you to be happy and be happy with me....

complete and utter happiness is all that i know these days. I found someone that makes me feel complete and I love every second that i am near her.

I relentlessly terrorize my own mind with things that i cannot control and it literally makes me feel like i'm gonna puke..

so pardon me while i burst...into flames....i've had enough of the world..and its evil mindless games...

i've realized that i shy away from confrontations with people in the real world if I know they are only going to result in a " Hi, how are you", and I have also come to realize that the real world is only occasionally on the same wave length as my crazyness.

I've come to realize that what everyone thinks is right isn't right. What society dictates shouldn't have a effect on what makes me happy and content. If i want to go off and grow dreadlocks and live like a fucking hippie, then thats what i'm gonna do because thats whats making me happy. Nothing else matters as long as i'm happy and those around ( Read more... )

apparently......tasting like beer, ciggarettes, hashbrowns, and morning breath is a good thing..... :)

Your heart speeds up at the thought which incurs the vision of your future before you, and your body goes numb, tingling the ends of every nerve in you, and greater yet causes a smile to come across face, because everything in you is drawn to something that you cannot explain....

Perceptions of the mind are only opened when we allow ourselves to realize that the perception of reality has the ability to change. We only can see what we allow ourselves to belive. We are only allowed to think in the realization of perception when we allow ourselves to perceive that we are not controlled by mcarthiest's of mistrust unless we ( Read more... )