maybe you were all faster than me
we gave each other up so easily
these silly litle wounds will never end
i feel so far from where i've been.
so i go and i will not be back here again...

/end.

i'm moving to a temporary new journal soon. i already added everyone from this list i want on the new one. this journal feels to strange and too distant, i don't know or really care about half of you. sorry if that sounds bad or selfish but it's the truth and you know it, too. if you see someone on your lists soon, most likely it's me.

bad week, bad day, bad job, bad shift, bad news, bad timing, bad grade.

dear life,
we need to take a break.
- tessa

( COLLEGE ADMISSIONS ESSAY )

brothersblood.

i might be moving soon, but i just wanted to show off mostly. :)

"if a hurricane is going to come and hit my city with torrential rains and rip my house apart i want it to have a better name than frances. you know like antonio or christoff. something with balls."

mr. musser: you know that song where its like 'chris, chris, chris'. it was cool when i was in highschool.
me: obviouslymr. musser: down killer ( Read more... )

how strangely accurate. except for that whole not a virgin thing.

i can't remember the last time i heard a song like this and loved everything about it, how perfect it all is.

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed ( Read more... )

endlessly tessa: ODFl'dkghxdv OH MY GOD I HATE MYSELF FOR NOT TELLING YOU THIS EARLIER GOD I'M A DUMBFUCK ( Read more... )

i have no concept of time anymore. i'm not talking about "i don't know where it went" because i know exactly where the time went. it went right past me and kept on truckin', never looking back. junior year and this summer seems like it didn't even happen, like it was barely a blip on my radar. i know so much happened. i got my license, got a car, ( Read more... )