I DONT KNOW HOW IVE MADE IT THIS FAR.......

I feel like im drowning and the more I try to swim back up to the top, the more I realize that it really might not be worth it

Thank goodness for ska music

So, im kind of at a loss for words. Im afraid to write down whats on my mind anymore because im afraid it will depress me and make me so upset that i wont be able 2 function again. But after talking to Sara, maybe it will help. so here it goes ( Read more... )

theres never a right time to say goodbye <3

i wish you would remember the way you use to feel about me

Just take me away from here ( Read more... )

i wonder if anyone thinks about me as much as i think about him. i kinda doubt it ( Read more... )

i really dont think i can do this.....

i went 2 Erics wedding 2 day and realized that my moms not going to see me get married. not gonna see me graduate, not gonna see what im doing for the rest of my life.

so i cried....
and hid it...
and no one ever hasta know....

i really dont think i can do this....

im a wreck.
im not sure if i can continue doing this.
too much pain.
too many tears.
too much suffering.
im about to give up.

i really miss her today.

i still cant believe shes gone.....