i kinda miss him.  :(

I really dont know what im gonna do once this month is over.......

i want to cry.

I'm losing my mind.  I thought things would make sense again but i was wrong.  I'm always wrong.  I feel like scum.  Scum at the bottom of a lake.  I don't think it's normal for a person to feel like this, but then again, who's normal?  I was told it wasn't a good thing.  I was told that normal is boring, so why do I crave it so much?  I guess I ( Read more... )

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Stay alone- its so easy to retreat into your apathy and never put your faith in anything ( Read more... )

::sigh::  i guess ill update.  mainly for Sara :p ( Read more... )

wow
im a mess
and thers nothing i can do to fix it
thers nothing anyone can do

i miss that feeling
that feeling when you know that everythings perfect
that feeling where you feel like you could fly to the moon and back
that feeling of happiness
that feeling where no matter what, your smiling cuz you know you have something special
i miss that feeling
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