The worst is when it runs down your arms and you can feel it escaping through your palms. It hurts so much. Not physical pain, but when you're in so much emotional pain that you can just FEEL it moving through you, that's when it hurts the most. I'm not sure why I can feel it. To be honest it doesn't make any sense and sounds crazy when I think ( Read more... )

nothing is wrong with me.

i really have to stop making them think that something is.

i'm only posting this here because i know every one i'm referring to when i say this won't read it, and i just need to vent, but omg i'm seriously starting to get pissed ( Read more... )

i haven't updated this thing in a really long time. my screen just asked me if i wanted to restore from a saved draft. not knowing what to expect i pressed yes and this is what was displayed in the text box that i'm now typing in: "it's almost time now." i think i might have started to write something the night before i moved to gainesville, but i ( Read more... )

in less than a month i'll be living in gainesville. weird. i still can't believe i'm actually at this point in my life, but at the same time i'm so, so ready for it. this summer has been incredible. incredibly fast and yet incredibly jammed packed. mostly of new experiences, more of a quality thing than a quantity thing. all i can think about is ( Read more... )

it seems like so much is happening this summer, it's hard to keep up. michelle left early this morning. i know it won't really set in until i go to call her for lunch at camille's or something and realize she can't come with me. no worries though, christmas will be here before too long :) the best part of this summer is that i'm constantly up to ( Read more... )

i got home from preview today. no joke, these past few days have been the more exhausting than... well i'm not sure what exactly but they were crazy, i'll just leave it at that. more importantly though, i'm more excited about college than ever. any qualm i did have has completely vanished now that i've been to preview. i can't wait for something ( Read more... )

i do not have to answer to you.

or you.

or you.

some how i don't believe that my best interest is your motivation.

I don't know why I update livejournal so much now after ignoring it for so long. It's nice. So is reading the old entries. How I managed to change so much while senior year went by so fast I really can't figure ( Read more... )

it's more than okay.