hmmmm....what to do??

[lucky_charm_13]

well, today was sort of eventfull. we had this abstinence(sp?) talk at school. it was pretty funny and it kindda got me thinking. Are Tony and I risking the perfect future that we have planned by being that intimate with eachother. there's soo many risks!! i know that getting an STD from tony is impossible, but here comes the big one......

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[last_gntlman187]

wow... it all sounded so good didnt it? you tought me a great lesson.

[lucky_charm_13]

It sounded good at the time but it wasn't the time for it to happen. We both had some growing to do l. I'm so happy you've found your happiness Tony. I hope you have everything you hoped for and wanted.

[lucky_charm_13]

And just to set something straight.... I never used the excuse of "you cheated on me" as to why we broke up. I always said that we grew apart, which is how I felt. I did say it was rimless that you were talking to someone in Floriday, but I never said that is why we broke up.

[last_gntlman187]

the whole girl in florida thing is like this, she texted me because her and her bf broke up and she was reaching out for someone who she knew once had feelings for her. i tried politely to decline and told her that i was madly in love with you and was absolutely sure i was going to marry you and didnt quite know how to tell you and i handled it badly. i did the exact same thing to her after you and i split and it totally failed. im so sorry about that i still feel guilty to this day

the reason that i assumed you thought i was cheating on you was because people asked me why i cheated on you. people we both knew, one of them being your aunt.

anyway, im sorry for all of this recent crap, i should just stay out of your life but i tortured myself for years looking for clarity as to why it ended. i thought we were just having a rough spell because i was joining the navy and whatnot but nothing worthy of a "break" let alone a breakup. i just want to know why. "growing apart" doesnt make sense to me.