well, today was sort of eventfull. we had this abstinence(sp?) talk at school. it was pretty funny and it kindda got me thinking. Are Tony and I risking the perfect future that we have planned by being that intimate with eachother. there's soo many risks!! i know that getting an STD from tony is impossible, but here comes the big one...... ( Read more... )

this weekend was soo much fun!! i went to tuscon to see my baby play ball. it was great to get out of el paso with some friends, but the fact that we went to watch a team that had someone special for me to cheer on. some one very important that i love. and that loves me back. it was just.....perfect!! i had so much fun. it was kindda crazy ( Read more... )

well, today, yaya has been a lot nicer to me. i know shes pretty pissed off at me, but theres really nothing i can do about it. ive done what shes asked of me, so i guess theres not much more i can do ( Read more... )

last night, once again, i got in a fight with my grandma. and once again she told me that she might as well call my mom and tell her that i want to go live with her. NO I DONT!!!!! i hate this. everytime we get in a fight, she threatens me that shes going to send me to live with my mom. i dont want to leave. if i wanted to leave i wouldve ( Read more... )

well, of course, i just spent an absolutely AWESOME weekend. ahhhhh, i dunno what i would do with out Tony!! he's sooo wonderful to me. he can turn even my deepest frown into the brightest smile! i guess the only way to explain the greatness of my weekend would be to go through it day by day ( Read more... )

well, yesterday was valentines day....and it was the greatest EVER!!! i thought the whole oredeal that tony and i were in would put a damper on the whole day, but NO!!! it was grrrrreat!!! tony came over and we sat outside looking up at the sky, holding eachother and kissing eachother at every possible moment!! the sky was pretty cloudy and i ( Read more... )

sometimes, i sit around and wonder what it is that Tony likes so much about me. i cant ever figure out what he sees in me thats so great, but ive come to the conclusion that i never will! its no use trying to think of it because it blows my mind!! but this morning, during one of my country music fixes, i heard this song once again and everything ( Read more... )

today, i saw tony play baseball for the first time. it wasnt a game, just a scrimage, but it was the glimpse i needed to see just how great he is!! ive always known he was good player, but today i actually got to SEE how good he is. it was soo much fun!! i really enjoyed seeing him bat and run, sitting with his mom and friends, and most of all ( Read more... )

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last night tony and i talked about my little jealousy issue. while we were talking, i started realizing that it really bothers him. i kindda got the feeling that it was starting to annoy him. but, he's got a point. theres no need. it would probably upset me if he was always getting jealous over my past. i just have to stop. so i will. im not ( Read more... )