umm i havent been on this thing in forever i dont even know if anyone reads this anymore.. haha 
anyways heres the update as short and sweet as i can make it!


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i feel really lonley right now.. havent felt this way in a long time.. but i swear ihave this overwelming feeling that everything is going to change  i dont know why but i just do .. people are getting boyfriends and girlfriends .. friends are going separate ways ... people dont like other people .. awkwardness is getting to us.. and everyone is ( Read more... )

soo everyone! just to let u know i passed !!!! im a cosmotologist! woop
<3 julie

IM FUCKING PISSED OFF!!!!!!! im sooo mad im shaking..... state board just sent me a letter saying they still havent recieved my proof of training!!!! what the hell.. jeanie sent it in again! i dont know what the hell to do .. i need my licence.. what the fuck.. why did this happen to me !!!!!!! i wanted this more than a whole lot of stupid people ( Read more... )

all i need right now in my life is mi familia....  u know who you are.. i love you all pray for us eh.....

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i feelt really horrible all day.. i hate making someone feel bad .. and i konw it wasnt even my fualt or anything but i just need to let everyting go.. and know that it wasnt my fault.. but why do i keep feeling bad then.. i need to take a break from seeing that person.. if they want to come back and be my friend again its their decision.. talk ( Read more... )

im really really uber sad right now that its not christmas and i have to wait a long ass time till it will be next year... i just really want me to be okay right now... im feeling useless.... maybe im not as confident as i think iam...

fuck i need time off... and family.. and i just need to stop being a spoiled litle brat..

sorry.
<3 julie

i really dislike your attitude lately... but yet i still have feelings for you... and that sucks..... sooo u should go away or maybe i should....
your a goober!

someone find me a man im gettin kinda lonely... 
<3 julie

today was relaxing for once.. just slept the whole day... 13 .25 days left at school... whoopeee..
then time for graduation!
<3 julie

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