So nice of anyone at all to remember that I exist...

Strange dream last night. Zak and I were In a room, I dunno where. He had his shirt off, and I took mine off. But then he out his back on, and I got confused and frustrated because I had the feeling that this had happened before. Then the room was underwater, but I could breathe and Zak was gone. And then I was sneaking into a movie with my friends ( Read more... )

How do I explain... The song, the song... Zak, the one you had me listen to at your house today, the one about breaking free... It was like hearing my own words being sung back at me. Like my own mind being spoken on someone elses lips, and its just the strangest most... i dunno, but a feeling. Its a really really good song, and when I left your ( Read more... )

I have learned today, that people are better people than I am. They are less jealous, more understanding. Not everyone is as crazy/stupid as I. I expect people to get mad at me just because I would, and yet they still keep talking to me, comforting me... and they dont even think less of me, and i suppose i wouldnt either, and yet I expect them to, ( Read more... )

Hmmm, I'm in a pretty good mood tonight. Saw sophie, had fun, outwitted parents, all that good stuff... And I'm sure Zak & Sophie are having an awesome time right now, and I'm happy for them. On the other hand, I have more homework than I thought, and I have to get back to that now. Just thought I'd post to relieve the neverending nightmare of ( Read more... )

So: Here's where I'll begin ( Read more... )

The touch that makes your knees go weak
And takes your breath away
The kiss that makes you not your own
That takes the heart and breaks the mind
Until feelings overthrow thoughts
And all that exists is him.

Also, please do this for me:http://kevan.org/johari?name=The+Bonnie+

Movies I need to watch again:

The Day After Tommorrow
All Lotr (Because I can always watch those over and over and over)
The Little Princess
Monty Python and the Holy Grail (I havent quite memorized it yet)

Is that really all? It sure felt a lot longer in my head...

Life is so much more interesting when you can imagine that there's a mystery behind every strange occurence, a story behind everything... and that's what I do. "Oh look a policecar parked in front of that factory" Could the police be arresting some top secret criminal? And that girl talking to noone on the side of the road... is she talking to an ( Read more... )

I think the reason that Sophie and I can't talk on the phone is that when the conversation stalls we automatically think "shit, we really can't talk on the phone to each other, can we?" and then, "This is ackward..." If we could just get past that, we could talk. And I'm working on that... And the reason that we can't seem to get something started ( Read more... )