It is hard to say that I am 20 years old.

Six days ago I was 19.

For some reason I feel happier and a lot mellow. I really do not know why?

This past weekend while I saw fireworks shoot up into the sky I pondered about my childhood and my teenage years. I have to admit I would not change damn thing that I did because I would not be who I am today. ( Read more... )

 It's 2:42 am and I just got home from inventory at GAP. I'm kind tired and a little wired. Inventory was fun with only a few annoying things here and there. My new boss is chill, I'm glad I broke her out of her shell of by the book. She seems to like me calling her "Boss Lady". I get my raise next week which will be sweet come next pay check.

I can ( Read more... )

 Sometimes you just have to not Give A Fuck Anymore.

Sometimes you just have to set your screen saver to my pictures slide show and listening to music while watching the good times in your life play all over again.

Sometimes you have to realize that your in the game of life for yourself.

Sometimes your heart gets broken and continues to fight on with ( Read more... )

As my feet touch the sand, it's an instant caress of pleasure 
As my eyes meet the glorious sparkle of the ocean, it's an instant picture of relief
As my skin is kissed by the spring breeze, it's an instant love affair with the air

As we get older we forget the little pleasures of life
As we get older we try to mend ourselves from all the bad
As we get ( Read more... )

So, last Sunday March 30th, I opened for Ernie G. a well known/famous Latin comedian at La Casa Blue. This was my second performance there and I rocked that damn stage. I feel proud of myself and content that I can walk into a place and make random strangers laugh. I also feel blown away by Ernie G. giving me props about my set and my stage ( Read more... )

Let's see what is new...Disneyland was hilarious spending the day with Michael and Jirard, I never have a frown when their around.

Work is fun as usual with laughter thrown into the mix.

My life right now, is a pie chart with multiple slices in it: College, Work, Stand-Up, Family, Friends, Blanky Time, Play Time With Demi, Personal Life, Goals for ( Read more... )

So last night I did The Comedy Store Again!!!!!!

It was another amazing night for me.

I got many laughs and the people there really like me!!!!


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So last night was probably one of the best nights of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Its heart breaking to find out that your a burden to your father's life. 
Its heart breaking to see your mom slip in and out of depression everyday
Its heart breaking to wish you were never born in the first place
Its heart breaking to think about suicide and know it's so easy to do

It's amazing to see how two people who were lovers and soul mates ( Read more... )

Yeah, so this has been a long long long July for me. I had my whole Birthday all planned out for a day of fun and memories, but that was cut short by a phone call to my Dad from my Mom crying saying that her step-mother had passed away that morning. My Dad and I were at our bank in Torrance, so when did a code 3 in his TL and made it home in 7 ( Read more... )