I'm sipping what's left of my smoothie, chewing on mouthfuls of berry seeds, thinking about loading up the dishwasher. Day whatever of being a so-called essential worker. In my case, I'm just there to collect money. I'm a bloodsucker. It's not the best time to look for a new way to earn an income, and I certainly don't wish the join the fray of ( Read more... )

I really want this to be a thing my friends and I do again. It's good for me to journal, but without an audience I just don't. I used to wonder if that was problematic- only being able to write heart-felt words, at length, if I knew others would be reading it- but now I also know it's not that uncommon of a thing. Of course that doesn't mean it's ( Read more... )

Well, I had some momentum going into by big return to LJ, and then I vanished again ( Read more... )

I'm not gonna lie, it felt good to do a bit of whining last night. It may not be productive to punch walls, but it sure feels good when it's all you can do.

I came back to LJ not only because switchanmorata kept nagging me (love you!), but because I need to get this shit out of my head and hopefully hear a perspective other than my own on what I'm thinking, I'm ( Read more... )

These last couple days were unproductive and short. Writing here is the closest thing to productive I've mustered. It's 12:30 am and I have to be up at 6:30 am. I just can't go to sleep this early ( Read more... )

You either want it or you don't. If only I could choose consistently each day. At this point, either one would be fine ( Read more... )

Well, how about this ( Read more... )

It's morning somewhere. In me, dawn is lurking. I am about to. Soon I might. Hope.

oh, livejournal, i always find my way back to you ( Read more... )

Yikes! I had a hell of a time logging into lj this morning. Would you believe I actually couldn't remember my password, and I didn't remember whether or not I used an underscore in "lucky_saturn" on this site? I guess it's telling of how often I don't come here, anymore ( Read more... )