pre-birthday ( Read more... )

sedona, sheila and amber, my holga, wonderful photographs, coldness ( Read more... )

but what i dont get, is how a person can see another person at their absolute worst--at their most depressed, broken hearted, and vulnerable state, and not seem to know, or care maybe, that that person is obviously fragile, somewhere inside. because if you knew that about someone, wouldnt you go out of your way to keep them from hurting ( Read more... )

i dont like being sad. or unhappy. or confused.

im finished!

(i miss michael. ): tremendously)

my mother told me that its people like me who always get depressed during the holidays. so what the heck is that supposed to mean: people like me?

anyway my birthday is in 19 days.

its supposed to be 51 degrees in denver today.

what the crap am i still doing here?!?

dear james:

thank you for being so wonderful.

time heals nothing

you have no idea how much i hate being that girl. the one who, you read the journal entries and just think "get over it ( Read more... )

did anyone else see the moon last night? it was particularly bright. theres this road i like to take to get to my house, out in the middle of nowhere. theres an old airport out there, like where old planes go to die. but at night, they still light up hte runway lights. and let me say right now, there are few things i enjoy more than airport runway ( Read more... )

mike brought me chocolate cake at work.
all in all, it was a good day.

except that im worried i could get in trouble because of the innapropriate email my former roommate sent me.
oh well, my job sucks anyway.