i dont know if anyone reads these anymore, and i dont care a bit ( Read more... )

jealousy's a bitch. and i'm feeling it right now.

who reads these anymore?

anyways... i dont care, i'm typing something.

because... well i just am.

i'm in a good mood, but i am having some major payback jealousy issues. not that i shouldnt... because i probably should because i've been out to make jealousy an issue for some time.-and not on purpose ( Read more... )

i havent updated this in forever. i have a good habit of being in love with a boy. show tonight. good friends, good times, good bands, good fun! i'm doing decent in school, decent in staying out of drama, decent with life in general. I'm closer to people. i'm not so lost all the time. i think things through more. and i'm happy with myself.

i still ( Read more... )

i curled my hair last night. and put it in an updo. it was really pretty, and it made me happy ( Read more... )

Things are great.

I might still get a car...

19 days until my birthday.

I love my friends.

I love my life.

hearts, stars, horseshoes, clovers, and blue moons, pots of gold, and rainbows, and the red balloon.

good day.

i just dont get it. sometimes i get so happy about the littlest things, but the world would never know it. i'm unsure of happiness, because... well, you can always count on being let down again. Life is anything but perfect, i understand this, but i also understand that sometimes the best things in life are either not meant to be, or not forced ( Read more... )

so that was a bit of a let down.

no court tomorrow... and i was actually looking forward to it. damn. me= no moving. i give up.

so i've decided being at my dad's is horrible. it's not going to get any better now that he knows i'm not afraid to tell him how i feel... which i'm not. i hate him. he knows it.... actually he knows i fucking hate him ( Read more... )

Dinner, arcade, and!!!!!....

I didnt kill anyone.What a great day, seriously.

hey, i didnt hang out with friends, but i have yet to explode at the top of my lungs for the first day since three days ago.

( heart. )

if you're reading this, i doubt i speak to you anymore... unless you're heather. and if you arent heather and you're reading this... well... surprise.

They made me do it. One month eleven days. Ten months and something days. crack houses. and a dog named crystal. shit mother fuck. first time in a month i've been online. first time in four months ( Read more... )

sigh... this is really getting old.

sigh 2x... three more fucking weeks till the end of it all.

sigh 3x... for every friend i've lost in the past year.... with a giant smile for every friend i've made.... and a giggle for all the fun times i've had with the friends that i've kept.

giggle 2x for every time heather has almost killed me.

giant smile ( Read more... )