Break Down Here: Julie Roberts. Mile marker 203, the gas guage leanin' on the edge of "E ( Read more... )

15. Caress Me Down ( Read more... )

so it took me awhile to figure everything out, but I finally had an epiphany. no matter how I feel about nick we could never get back together. I don't trust him or me. I know that really sounds stupid, but I really don't. I finally told him this yesterday in an email, he still hasn't written back and at least last nite at work I didn't have to ( Read more... )

"Through With You" By: Maroon 5 ( Read more... )

I wish things were different ( Read more... )

Well life went to hell in a handbasket now didn't it? I've hit a new low in my life. I'm sitting in my apartment drinking beer alone... whew. That's no fun, but anyway. My life this last week sucked. Between working 56 hours in 5 days and dealing with the Nick/Darren craziness. They are aparently bestest friends now and I just have to sit back and ( Read more... )

Last nite nothing really bad happened. They moved me from power test because i"m left handed. Josh was supposed to ask me before he moved me, and just figured that I was right handed, so he had to find a place for me. So I got to work in valves all nite. All I did was grind valves and inspect. That wasn't too bad. Then staying after from 1230-430 I ( Read more... )

Yeah I know I'm not due for another livejournal update for another 6 days, but I'm experiencing a lot of emotional turmoil. My question for the day is why is it that you never really realize how good something was untill you no longer have it within your grasp? Take present situation. Less than 3 weeks ago Nick told me he loved me. I couldn't have ( Read more... )

Today was one of those eye opening days that just makes you look at it and go, "Holy shit, I'm fucking up my life in one too many ways." It started this morning when I was shitface drunk with some friends. They all left and one of the guys that I work with (well previously worked with, because I just moved to a new job as of Friday... thank god) ( Read more... )

I think I have finally come to the conclusion that I don't need all this drama in my life, and the main source that it's coming from is Darren. One minute we're on, the next minute I'm mad as shit at him. I can't take this anymore. I deserve better. I don't deserve someone who will ignore me at work, then call me and see if I want to come hang out ( Read more... )