I love Missi...


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I can't go there. I know I shouldn't, and I wish I could stop.. but it's too late.

I'm there.

I had a photoshoot.. :]


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Somewhere between my bitter jealousy and my better judgement,
Somewhere between my tired head and my bleeding heart,
Somewhere between the back of my mind and the tip of my tounge...
That is where you'll find all the words I said but never meant,
and all the words I meant but never said.

Sometimes I wonder why I don't become a writer.

DONE! i am finally done with the semester, now i can breathe a little. im home, for the first time since august and it feels good. ive missed my friends so much, especially melissa. the gang is back together again, pictures to come. i miss san marcos already though, i hate changing my surroundings. i like to be in one place all the time, switching ( Read more... )

Finals are done for this week! Finally, this week has drained me. Next week, one more test and I get to go home. Tomorrow morning Bria and I leave for Dallas for the weekend for my brothers 30th birthday party. He's spoiled and gets to race a real Nascar on the Texas Motor Speedway. Oh well, I get to spend my time with the babies! Pictures will be ( Read more... )

I hate the holidays, I hate being alone. First christmas since everything happened, and all I can seem to find are couples.

I know what I want for christmas...

So this past week has been amazing, I guess trying to get me ready for this next one that is going to suck very badly. This past week I saw Cruiserweight, went to Lights and Sounds of Christmas, and went to Houston to babysit my nephews. Now I get to study for the rest of my life.. Not much time to update, I have some hot chocolate to make, but ( Read more... )

It's 7:30am, and I'm still awake from yesterday. What am I doing? I was going to study, but I ended up playing 10 hours of yahoo pool.

I'm so lame.

i wish my life was more clear, and easy. but maybe that defeats the purpose, and its what keeps us from cheating out on problems, consequences, difficulties, etc. we are always wanting more, but its always unknown. i wish that when things were ok for me, it was ok for everyone else. im ready for certain things in my life right now, but unfortunetly ( Read more... )