as of the last post, ive decided to take a little bit of my own advice and begin to "let go," and fuck, its been amazing. my life is going so good right now, besides the regular bullshit, its incredible. its looking up, and finally i might be able to take my first step out of this hole ive been stuck in since last october. i signed the lease to my ( Read more... )

my last entry i was rambling shit about letting go. if i learned anything this week, hell, since ive been back at school.. its been that i havent been living. i am just being. there is a huge difference and its taken me a while to see that. i have been trying to tell myself that i am ok, and i am, but im holding myself back. im trying to protect ( Read more... )

its been a while since my last post, and a lot of stuff has happened. some bad, some good, but im doing fine. sometimes you just have to get over stuff. we can stay mad, cover up everything with happiness, or just be. and ive chosen the last of the 3. im content just being right now. there is so much greater than all fo this, so whats the point ( Read more... )

"You must e the change you wish to see in the world." -Gandhi ( Read more... )

a good friend of mine once told me...

every now and again your heart feels so strongly about one thing or another or about a million things combined. emotions collide. it beats irregularly, tired from trying to sort everything out. its not all bad, dont get me wrong. its just life. there does come a point, however, that your heart can completly ( Read more... )

sometimes i dont know why i try anymore.

im a fool

life is so good right now. i cant begin to tell you how happy i have been. of course things arent always perfect, and i have bad things going on too. but im taking it all in. i am truly happy. that hasnt happened in a long time ( Read more... )

You know you're from the valley if ( Read more... )

life is so crazy sometimes. they say when you least expect it, something amazing will come your way. well this past week alot has come my way. details.. as for those, ill spare you. theyre mine ( Read more... )