im a beer pong champion

so.. i was in a car accident the other day. no damage done, but my neck hurts a bit. thankfully it was nothing serious ( Read more... )

look at my precious nephew! he just got his helmet and his twin brother has one as well but i dont have his pictures yet...
look at cohen!!


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GET READY FOR THE SNEAK PREVIEW ( Read more... )

i guess when youve reached the bottom, the only way to go is up. and thats what im doing. i read back on my entries and for so many months i havent been myself. im not sad, or angry, or mean. i lost who i was, and i think thats why i was so upset. without a certain part of my life i thought i would never be able to be me again. but in the past ( Read more... )

so this is what the end looks like. i never thought it would happen, and i didnt want it to. hopefully it was for the best.

life has taken a turn for the better though besides that. i got a job, and i start wednesday. summer came to visit and i bought a new dress. and tonight im going to dinner and dancing with the girls in san antonio.

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im shaking. my whole body is. i cant keep my hands still. my head is spinning. i need to breathe.....

-im alright, im alright. it only hurts when i breathe

im 19 now. and heres to a better year than the last. one filled with smiles, less tears, and good memories. heres to growth and change. heres to bettering myself, for me. lets hope i can pull it off, but this birthday brought a new feeling of life and understanding. i want to stand up for myself for the first time. do something completely for me. ( Read more... )

i want to escape..

look into my eyes, its easy to see im not the same. my eyes cant lie, but my mouth can. my mind can create a false reality. something we hold to be true, but its so far from the truth. its easier to believe what we know as true, until we know its all a lie ( Read more... )