i think i'm gonna go with what the subgenius crowd says (oh how i wish i could run ito jimbo again ( Read more... )

so wow. im lusting till 130 am, him finding me distracting and yet where is the show? jd whatta blue moon....
+all this while bb promised to be a gent and not be a bootay shark, yea right, between the 2 jd. is likely more honest..
the fact he has me hotter than the beach in august has nada to do with it...wow tropical hot dog nite!
 and yes, he says ( Read more... )

ok. got the last of my crap out friday, much to everyone's dismay....
 he wanted to disagree about the violence, and i somehow didn't start screeching that my fingers were nearly broke, but walked away in my mind, like 5,ooo miles away in my mind...
his mom looked like one who drools over the latest soap opera plot, playing devil's advocate enough ( Read more... )

 so i knew this was coming, he's going out with someone tonight, someone who asked him out, but as i went out myself wed night it's hardly a suprise..he was shy at first about telling me & i think the only thing that stung was seeing that shy smile he used to give to me so long ago....i told him i didn't care, that i was glad, which is true, as my ( Read more... )

 sooo. what do i do but the stupid choice of meeting someone at their house for the first time...well.
former deadhead, studio owner what could be wrong, eh? house in costa rica....etc. only plays me 2 of those 4000 songs he's supposedly got, not to mention rudeness, i mean if you ask someone to stay, don't bitch that you have to let them out of ( Read more... )

 ah, hoping the solution somehow unwinds with these words...i am faced with quite the catch 22 ( Read more... )

so today i reconfig'd the works & if i don't move into a band house, i'll be able to score my new rig for b~day. or go to the keys, which is nice too, tho completely unproductive on this musical path. i'm kinda bummed as the band house meant 24 hr music, which the wonderful spaz white shephard shay (jan's dog) does not. she's groovy, but fubar on ( Read more... )

so he said he loves me. he wasn't at goodess r's tho, ha, and had just been to his ex's, but i'm a confidant cheshire & what does it matter as long as he's secretly sweet. see, i'm not cynical, ha, nor jaded......

actually i'm thrilled. today i scored purrhaps a double stringed ukulale for my album, in the form of an interesting cat from seattle. ( Read more... )

All beings are by nature Buddha,
as ice by nature is water.
Apart from water there is no ice;
apart from beings, no Buddha.

-Hakuin Zenji, "Song of Zazen"
From "Teachings of the Buddha," edited by Jack Kornfield

sooo, is this why boi & i are grouchy bears late at night & early in am?
and why the worker i went to see at grady to get my med insurance was ( Read more... )

"You cannot depend on your eyes when your imagination is out of focus."

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