The girls went to grady last night, renee's mom coming in to get her/pee & notoriously not of our hippie lifestyle, so weird would be the word, she didn't even say hello or nothin just i got to pee & then ran back out the door...she wasn't older stern looking either, looked like she woulda partied...well things aren't always as they appear, ha. the ( Read more... )

As a blind man feels when he finds a pearl in a dustbin, so am I amazed by the miracles of awakening rising in my consciousness. It is the nectar of immortality that delivers us from death, the treasure that lifts us from death, the treasure that lifts us above poverty into the wealth of giving to life, the tree that gives shade to us when we roam ( Read more... )

so it feels like progress...scoping the fender amp today, solo beer meditatiuons later.....i just feel an unease at the tenativeness...i felt almost deceptive examining the options about philly yesterday, planning to see scuz without the boi is okay, but hpow much more fire there could be if it were two of us into the adventure....cheshire sigh. ( Read more... )

top 5 situations in wonderland ( Read more... )

are all relationships like that, dr jeckle & mr hyde? i feel very mary reiley & as vd day looms it's heightened in awareness....he's off on either creative tangents or manic spells, i'm betting the latter...but as prickly as i might be with the "settle in", really admitting you're gonna try & build a life with someone, you start wanting to know the ( Read more... )

no matter how hard i try, sometimes i can't repair a rip in reality. gentle readers, i emplore you to help me decipher the map, pick the right turn...
me & the boi were talking nicely through our communication breakdown, almost on the same page, at least in the same chapter of thoughts ya know...back on track for recording, after what a whole year ( Read more... )

how cheezy is that., i gotta figure out premier to run this press kit notion & i'm too chickenshit to try the html, tehehehe. oh well, i gotta plate full. 3 jobs, figuring out my new guitar rig, after i pay for joplin, gotta have this lefthanded fender acoustic no matter what now, some wack bond.....wrote most of the new albulm on it, warm sound ( Read more... )

ART AMOK'S having a divorce party! Too much DUBYA ( Read more... )

so there i was, redfaced i suppose that i couldn't recall all of "after midnight"....but i came to improv orginal grooves, and how many times can you jam a cover? they smoked on rumi, when it finally came round, but then there was our ungracious? host putting that other chick on, like there wasn't room for me, unless lost in guitars...purrrhaps he ( Read more... )

When you do something, you should burn yourself completely, like a good bonfire, leaving no trace of yourself.

-Shunryu Suzuki
ok, i'll keep it short since the cut's gone missing...like the roadmap to wonderland...
chesh's top 10 presents
1-let me just say that i sit with full cat belly digging unbelievable zappaesk tracks from last saturday's AMAZING ( Read more... )